for months I was telling Ryan I didn’t want to celebrate my birthday. And I do say that every year knowing that Ryan would most likely do something for me anyways just because that’s the kind of man he is. the reality is, I just grew up longing to be celebrated instead of being told “Christmas and your birthday is the same”. I was longing to feel special on my special day. I’m by any means someone who glamourizes my birthday but because of you, I feel special. I feel longed for. And I feel celeb